Unspoken Thoughts

Damn, as I have been unspoken for a long long time.. I need to speak out.
Not because I have something worthwhile to say but for the only simple reason that I need to speak.

Sometimes I wonder, there are so many thoughts which just wander and vanish in thin air. Thoughts, which could have made some difference or at least might have presumed to. But the inertia stops us from going ahead. And when we get some stimulus as I just got right now, I just want to spill it out on paper before my real lethargic self holds the reign.

Every time when you stop for a while and look for some introspection, you seem lost. Most of the time you play as the ball comes, rather than pre empting your shots. So is the life. But does that make me feel better. I guess not. Since, it still does not change anything. I am still stuck with what I am doing whether I like it or not. Thankfully what I am doing right now I do like it. And things are taking shape in a nice way so no complains on that front.

On the personal level, I don’t know what I am doing with my life right now. Would I just like status quo, may be yes. But is that a solution, a downright no. I do want to scream at times, and wished if shouting aloud could have solved everything. But alas!!!!!! It happens only in movies or books. In real life you have to take situations head on. Maneuver your way around the everyday mundane traffic of life. And then you are expected to be sane as well. Ah… too much to ask for.

I just wished if we can peek in future and lived backwards, things would have been so simple then. I would have exactly known what needs to be done. But more importantly, what certainly not to do.

Checking it out for now…

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